Into The World Of A Teenage Mind

It's kinda funny when i think about the past, I mean the past was a never ending nightmare, when i was asleep and awake, it's like i could never wake up from all of the pain and hurt that i faced. Somethings you should never have to go through, but i realize that the past gets lost in the void of never- endings, lost in the sea that i like to call the void it's like an empty space that you can fill up to the brim with all of the bad and good memories alike. I guess i just have to stop living in the past, ya know? The past is now and forever lost in The Void.  

Have you ever looked at that seat in the back corner of your class and wondered why she sits back there? Have you ever seen her sitting at a table all alone at lunch and wondered why she doesn't sit with anyone else? Why she never raises her hand? why she's always alone, but has that one person she always talks to. Shy and Quiet girls are more than what they seem, they can be the most wonderful person you've ever met, she can be the most interesting person you've ever met. But are you afraid to get to know them? Coming from that Shy quiet girl. We want to be heard, i guess that's why i wrote this blog, maybe it should be called Into the Mind of a Shy girl huh? But i'm just saying you shouldn't be scared to talk to us, it'll just take us some time to actually talk. Just a thought for the next time you see that shy girl. 

Quick question: Do people ever change? Answer: People never change I mean isn't that the saying 'People never change?' Here is how i have been feeling the last few months, since my last post Life is full of disappointments. Like take most people for example. They say that they'll change, but the saying is that They never change. I mean they try so hard to convince everyone that they've changed and that they're doing so much better. And in the end it's like fire... In the end everything that you held true burns and all the lies they've told you are up in the air and all the truth is in ashes at your feet and pretty soon you get so used to the lies that you start to believe them to be true. But in the end you have no idea what to believe. Suddenly you don't know what's true and what's not. It's like you never really knew that person in the first place, all they've ever done is lied to you. They never meant to hurt you but in t...

                       Sorry! I'm so sorry i haven't written a post in like 3 weeks! I was just super busy with school and all that. I went camping for memorial day weekend. It was so much fun! I love spending time with my family. I've also been really busy with finals and school projects since we get out of school in like 4 weeks. It's really stressing me out.                                Life: What is life really all about? I mean everyone says High school should be the best four years of your life. But what if those four years are being spent locked up in your room with a mountain of homework because you decide to take full IB classes? I mean I'm not saying i did that this year. But my point is if you just sit around worrying a...