Oblivion

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Quick question: Do people ever change?
Answer: People never change

I mean isn't that the saying 'People never change?' Here is how i have been feeling the last few months, since my last post

Life is full of disappointments. Like take most people for example. They say that they'll change, but the saying is that They never change. I mean they try so hard to convince everyone that they've changed and that they're doing so much better. And in the end it's like fire... In the end everything that you held true burns and all the lies they've told you are up in the air and all the truth is in ashes at your feet and pretty soon you get so used to the lies that you start to believe them to be true. But in the end you have no idea what to believe. Suddenly you don't know what's true and what's not. It's like you never really knew that person in the first place, all they've ever done is lied to you. They never meant to hurt you but in the end they do, in the end they break your heart and they leave you on the floor broken and bruised. Your words get lost in the sea of words, Their lies get lost in the complete oblivion of words. 

They leave you standing there one question floating around inside your mind. When Does It End? I mean is this it? is this all we have? and if so is it all we'll ever get?

Quick Question: Why do we fall in love so easily?
Answer:?...

That is my answer to that question... I don't know the answer. I mean is there really an answer to that question. There are so many people that i know that have fallen in love at least once in there life. Was it right? was it true love? I don't know the answer to that either. Fact of the matter is, I've never been i love. I'm one of those girls who's to afraid to even think about falling in love because she's seen so much heart break and her heart has been broken way to many times in the past that if she actually falls in love she'll be so afraid that she'll get her heart broken she'll probably destroy the whole thing. Of course i dream about falling in love, But the fact is i'm afraid to fall in love. Is that a bad thing? it brings me back to the word Oblivion. It makes you wonder what the word even really means. Words lost in the sea of oblivion.

Final Question: What does Oblivion mean to you?
Answer: Oblivion is inevitable. it goes on forever it's like the king of infinities.

But that's my answer what's yours? Should we fear Oblivion? 

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