The World Outside

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So, a lot of stuff has happened since my last post... A lot of messed up stuff that i'm not really in to talking about... It's second semester of my Junior year... This year has been a really huge strain... more stressful then second semester of Sophomore year... I had to move to a new school with all new people... As a shy girl... That's the most scariest thing... A new school... Add in all of the drama I've been dealing with from my mom... I really can't wait until i graduate next year, i mean who else feels this way? Who else feels like their entire life is just crashing down... I'm thankful for the new start, but the stress of having to adjust to this new school, to all new faces... I mean i'm ready for my future to begin because it gives me a fresh start, but I'm also scared of what the world outside. I mean every teen can't wait until they are on their own so they can start the next chapter in their lives, and i know it's only 6 hours away, but i'll be on my own, but in the long run i know that i'm ready.

Sure, it's scary, but life is scary, it's supposed to scare you, they never said that any of this was going to be easy, no body gave you a handbook on how your life is supposed to turn out, it's all up to you, we all right our own stories, so what will your next chapter be? Now that's the fun part because you can write that next chapter. Welcome to the world outside.

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