Growing Up

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There's something that I have been thinking a lot about lately... Growing up... It's really scary, yet so much fun to plan out the next chapter in my life... College, I'm terrified, yet excited to graduate high school and move on to college... My Senior year starts in exactly 2 and a half month... Junior year was grueling, they say that Junior year is the hardest year of your high school career, that is a given fact, take it from me... My grades weren't the best this year... But I will work hard when the next school year rolls around... My point is... Life gets hard sometimes... I didn't have the best life growing up... But i never let my past get in the way of my future... I'll admit sometimes I fall down and I don't want to get back up, but then I remember what I'm working for...

I want to become a journalist... I want to be a voice for the people that are too afraid too speak up, they are too afraid of what others will say... Believe me, I'm right there with you, Life is hard, it's not like they have a book on how to grow up right... There is no right way to grow up... All you have to do is put one foot in front of the other and keep tour head held high, no matter what... You will have your bad days, but don't forget about the good ones... Some people have more bad days then they have good... I constantly have bad days... But I look around be and I remember that I am surrounded by people that love me, and no matter what i choose to do in life, they will continue to stand by my side.

The world is a scary place... But I'm ready to find my place in it!
 

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